Monday Blues

I sure do hate Mondays - with a passion. Every Monday I wake up and think, ummmm, what excuse can I come up with today to get out of going to work. I guess is doesn't help that I have a 2 hour commute or that I HATE my job. I'm here at work cause I just don't feel comfortable with a lie but the fact remains I do this EVERY Monday morning and at least 2-3 times a week. It's a real drag.....

My son and I went to Delaware this weekend and stayed with my parents. It was a beautiful weekend with sunny skies and a mild temperature. My parents took Nicky and I to see the movie Duplicity. I didn't really enjoy it much - as a matter of fact I dozed off a few times. I ate like a crazy person, way too much. So much in fact that I was too scared to step on the scale this morning. I don't want to look. But I MUST start some kind of regimented program and lose at least 10-20 lbs fast to give me a head start. Gosh I hate stuggling with this weight problem. Thin folks who can eat what they like don't know how good they have it!!

I'm going to do some serious surfing of the net to see what kind of diet I should try this time :-( Gastric bypass is NOT an option. Yikes!